How???

I am homeschooled. So yeah it makes it hard to actually see the guys that I have crushes on because of course, they're in school. Anyway:

Oh my god how is this even possible!!!??? Okay so I have a crush on this TF guy and I've only known him for three nights. So has my kind-of-friend BL. We met him at the same time and somehow they're dating!!! She is no longer my kind-of-friend anymore. I hate her!! But, I guess I don't hate her that muich because I actually have a bigger crush on this guy named TK. He is so amzing and I am see him nearly as juch as I need to!! He's the cutest guy I've ever seen, he's hilarious, polite, cool, he's 14, he's cheeky (which IS a good thing), and he's just, awesome!! So to hell with TF because I am in love with TK!!! I miss him already and I just saw him yesterday night!! But about that whole TF and BL thing.... I just don't even get how that can happen. Like how???

Anyway, I should probably explain something to you (whoever is reading this). My Mom & Dad do not know about this and they can never find out. Because, if they do then I won't be able to put any of my real thoughts in here(aka crushes, judgements, stuff about them etc). So therefore, I can only write in this when no one is home, so if I ever leave suddenly, that's why...

Sometimes I wonder if my life is harder than anyone else's, it just seems like I have horribly bad luck. And I hate freaking hate it!! Okay, um... what else to say... if this were anything else I would tell you more about me but I can't have anyone find this blog and then no who Iam because they know me and it's just too much of a coincedince.

So on that note, I should probably go. More later...

Sadly,
Lola Copacabana