Monday, January 19, 2009

How Do I Get Better Once I've Had The Best?

BT. MC. MH. DV???

I don't know. Last night, I was reading Breaking Dawn until four in the morning. I wanted to kiss MC so badly which is odd, seeing as I hate the memory of the Truth or Dare kiss so much. I want to be with him every minute. I'm seeing him on Friday hopefully, I've planned out a couple sample conversations.

I am over BT. I mean, I must be. I want to be over him so badly, so that doesn't that mean that I am? I still get the stupid twisty feeling in my stomach when I see him, or hear his name or whatever but it's not in the good way. I don't miss him. Really. I miss the old him, not the new one. But it looks as if the new BT is here to stay.

My favourite song is still Here (In Your Arms) by Hellogoodbye, although it is such a pain to type out. Second is Live Your Life by T.I and Rihanna. And third is Thinking of You by Katy Perry which is where the title of this post came from.

Unbearably,
LC

PS: Did I spell 'unbearably' right? Or no?

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