It Hurts

Holla,
LC again. Who else?

Tell me: How can I hate someone (say, BT?) so much and cringe when I hear his name because I hate hearing about the stupid things he does and still dream about him at night and wake up smiling when we end up together?? I woke up this morning with the image of him holding my hand in my head and my heart was beating faster and the squeezing feeling deep down that I get every time I think about him like that. How can he keep doing the things that he does to me now like he did before he found out that I liked him? Before I found out that he most likely doesn't like me back? Before I stopped seeing him practically twice every week? I hardly see him now and it just gets harder and harder. Is it possible to be completely and uncontrollably in love with someone at the same time as hating them?

Listen to this song (this isn't a recommendation, it's a demand):

The Nicest Thing - Kate Nash

Listen to the full song (you have to) on www.jango.com

That is EXACTLY, spot-on how I feel.

In happier news, I've stopped biting my nails. Kicked the habit. I've always started painting my nails with cool bright neon colours and also clear nail hardener. They're getting pretty long.

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Twistedly,
LC